I realized today after reading some of my own posts that I have disconnected myself from expressing my own views and emotions, wondering constantly about the reactions I’ll receive. The fear of answering negative feedbacks has taken over a good chunk of my personality and I need to get over it for sure.
Life has come to a whole different deal now. I’m no more someone who I used to be. I cannot categorize it as a good change or bad change because it would be too early to judge myself in a different scenario. But the highlight of my personality change is the fact that I’m more of a silent listener now rather than a talker. I only respond to what is being said. And perhaps that’s the best way to go about it when you start a new relationship with new people. Gradually things start lying in the place and the outcome is fairly in your favour.
When you get married, you ultimately develop an association with people known by your spouse. You become a part of casual conversations , formal events , on weddings and deaths and perhaps on birthdays too haha. Pretty much everything seems special. The art is to handle the attention well and respond to it gracefully. A lot of it might be just pure observation to get to know you. So yeah its all about handling with care :-)
I’ll pause it here which means that the next post is going to give you an insight of what has been up :-)